Syaz.

2009-11-14T01:53:00.001+08:00

yourfortaleza.tumblr.com

you know what to do :)

mwahugs!

2009-11-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

Sup everyone? I've moved.

Yes, sad to say that.

Anyone got Tumblr, inform me k! :))

Hmm.. put it this way, I'll update the new one daily as compared to Blogger.
Still, I won't delete this darling because Blogger has grew up with me :)

Tc everyone :D

until the end of time

2009-11-09T12:18:00.003+08:00

"Woke up this morning

Heard the TV sayin' something

'Bout disaster in the world and

It made me wonder where I'm going"

Thank you JT for feeling me :)

I couldn't ask for a better weekend. Life is good.

Remember, if people try to bring you down, just take it as your challenge in Life.

No use in trying to bring the people down, harder because it will only upset you more.

"How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours"

Have a pleasant week ahead! :D

xx

2009-11-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

My Ray Ban Boy :)
forever lookin' good with those aviators on.

I've been so busy. Oh November, slow me down.

Coincidences

2009-11-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

I was browsing through pictures of dance posters for my research when I came across this..

HAHA. No meaning at all, I know.
Read: DANCE posters.

LOL.

So, after I close the picture window, I got a lot more.

And, thanks to Aqilah, I received this today.

Sighhhh
The little things that make me happy :)

love quote

2009-11-01T00:40:00.002+08:00

" If its not yours, it will never be yours no matter how much you are obsessed with it. but if in case.. just in case, it's for you, it will always be for you no matter how often you ignore it.."

oh yeah, thank you for that "love quote".

Just what I needed.. not :p

Aside that, This Is It was awesomely awesome!

I said that I might need tissues for it.

But wrong, I had a towel for it. Hehe.

I don't know why people have to say nasty things about Michael Jackson.

A person who's beautiful inside and out.

That shows people knew nothing about him.

Why not spread something intelligent for once?

As cliche as it sounds, no one is perfect.

Bear that in mind :)

cherish

2009-10-28T02:22:00.005+08:00

I was browsing through videos in Youtube when I came across one cute video.

One video leads to another and another. Came across another one which made me tear.

Well, bottom line for this is that..
"Cherish your loved ones before they are gone."
Yes, very cliche but that statement always scares me. All the time.

And how can one soul be so adorable, kind, and everything nice all in one?
Maybe you might say I'm blinded by it all.
True.

Oh here I go again, being very delusional.
But heck, a girl can always dream, right? :)

Just today, I thought my Life was over because I could not get my hands on Photoshop and hence, I wasn't able to do my work.
Also, today, I realised that I was being very selfish because there are others out there who are going through tough times. Tougher than mine.

Here I am, complaining and stressing out about something that can be solved within minutes while there's another individual out there who is taking her O levels this year and at the same time, having to go through her late mum's passing.

So, tell me. Is it human nature?
The next time when you hit rock bottom, think of others too who went through tougher times.

I.Am.Weird.

2009-10-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hello. *in Edward's voice

( yeah, watch Twilight if you need to if you don't get what I mean :) )

alright too many 'If's

haha.

Today is more of a weird + random day.

I was very clumsy.

I had a very short meet up with Haz. Plan tak menjadi eh babe? lol. Meet up soon k! With the rest of the girls soon!

I made my way to Haji Lane.. for the first time. Okay, shut up. I heard of it before but I've never been there. haha!

I got teased for having the weirdest and smallest wrists.

Whatever eh. It hurts you know when you can't wear those big bangles properly.

Every time I tried them on, it would just roll and drop off from my wrists. bahhh

Never mind.

I have to love myself before loving others am I right?

See, even today's post is random.

Must have been the aftermath of ISP research.

Hmm.

If

2009-10-26T00:46:00.004+08:00

If Life was easy, none of us wouldn't have been here.

Good night xo

1am.

2009-10-23T01:03:00.004+08:00

I've changed the blogskin.
My eyes got tired after looking at the same white background for 3 months or so.
Felt like puking 0.o

1am and see what I was up to.

I intro-ed Shahiran to Mr 'hitmanbreakeroftheye'.
hahahahahah!

eh okay, gtg now.
I just remembered I got 9am class tomorrow.
:P

You know Life is good when..

2009-10-22T17:13:00.003+08:00

...I got pretty pictures from both Kak Filz and Nidya.

My obsession is scary. This has to stop. o.0
I feel like a stalker now, and feeling guilty for it. Help?
Hahaha :p

Oh and I just realised.. my previous post, one of the sentences..
"...feeling exhausted and tired at the same time.."
Both are of the same meaning -_-"
my bad for that!

Aside pretty pictures, I have another obsession..

Subscribe to his videos. He made my day every time.
Enjoy :D

ecko red.

2009-10-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

on a second thought,

her jacket's so hot! I LOVE AND WANT THE JACKET! *hinthint* :P
damn I'm lovin' this brand.

Weekends!

2009-10-21T19:44:00.009+08:00

Ola mi amigas! back yet again. This time, posting about the weekends! haha.

Cheaper By the Dozen, family and I went to catch 'Impak Maksima The Musical' last Sunday.
We had our very own dress code. Black and white. Haha!
All of us are so 'semangat'.
It was superb! The dancers did very well! The props, backdrops and everything looked so cool!
Alright, my first time going for a musical -.- but heck, first is always the best!

When I see all the dancers, actors and actresses on stage, makes me feel like I want to be in a part of a musical too. Hehe. One day maybe? I would love the experience definitely. Hopefully soon, eh girls? ;)

Didn't get a shot of the whole group though. Waiting for either Fyr or Iffah to upload it. Hurry up yo! hahaha.

After that, had our dinner at Sultan Rd.
The boys joined us there and we proceed to town and chilled at TCC.

Check Iffah out! hahahaha! The picture's actually like an illusion. :P sorry Iffah!

Head home at around 12plus, feeling exhausted and tired at the same time.

Oh and before I go on to what happened last two weeks, I survived my Sunday with this.

The mothers made me wear them. o.0
I'm still trying to get used it though. hehe.

So last two weeks, we had a family and YPians gathering cum Libra babies birthday celebration. I had one hell of a time there!

Food, glorious food.
Night walks at 1 am and 4 am. Damn, night walks are so peaceful. You people should try it. But of course, I walked in groups. I guess I wouldn't dare walk alone. :P

I didn't sleep the whole night because I accompanied Abg Syam to play the 'Stress' game.
Only manage to catch some sleep at around 630 am. hahaaa.

FanBoys and Yana left while the girls and I were sleeping.

Not long after that, my two monkeys came.
6 people felt like 60 people, right? lol.

From ice-cream to playgrounds to videos to cycling to F1 Human Race! haha!

This picture looked weird. :P

I will always and forever remember my experience on this thing.
Shahiran: Kak! Ok tak?! Ok tak?!
All: *laughing*

Yeah, wanna know what happened? I nearly fall off this thing while Shazran or Shahiran pushed it to make it go fast. And I was at the top! Damn. If I fall off from the top, I wonder what would have happened. haha! Shucks.

My Friday was spent over at Kak Elly's house for Hari Raya.
Thursday was spent at Taka with YPians to support Amelia for The New Paper: New Paper face '09.

For now, I've submitted all my work for all modules!
But I have to endure another 3 weeks for ISP. Hopefully all's well.
Just hoping for the best again. :)

Tc everyone. Till the next update:D

Happy birthday :D

2009-10-18T04:00:00.003+08:00

Hello world! told you I'm back.

heheheh. Well, this is gonna be a quick one because look at the time now. Should not be up at this hour.
I'm dead for real.

I won't post about the weekends now. Lack of time. Will do it, soon! SOON! :D
I just gotta post about what happened just a while ago.

I updated my twitter with a random birthday wish for Neyo and Zac Efron and I was checking my twitter for the last time before I'm off.

I saw something which shocked me. More like false hope. Urgh.

hahahahaha. I was laughing to myself at the same time.
Seriously, would have been so nice if it were true but sorry people, Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens do not have twitter accounts :)
Impostors are everywhere.

Still, ahhhhhh. hahahahah. Thanks for the reply? Whoever you are. ;P

after 16th.

2009-10-14T10:20:00.001+08:00

Nothing like before.

2009-10-08T11:21:00.001+08:00

He's all grown up now. I can never get enough of him especially the intense look in his eyes. Ahh dreamy~

So, anyone? heheheh. That is if the movie's coming out here.
Hmm.

ordinary people.

2009-10-08T00:29:00.001+08:00

"Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
Maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight,
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know"

The man who knew it all.
thank you John Legend :)

Another.

2009-10-06T01:02:00.001+08:00

October already?!

Bear with me please. I need more time.
is there any way of having more than 24 hours a day?
:)

melancholy and me.

2009-09-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

"Do you love me because I'm beautiful,
or am I am beautiful because you love me?"

feeling a little melancholic today.
I love night time. It's always so peaceful. Do you?

Taylor Lautner: From Twilight To Teen Vogue- Just Jared Jr. - JJJ

2009-09-26T21:56:00.006+08:00

He is not cute.. He is dashing.
He is not sexy.. He is attractive.
He is not hot.. He is beautiful.

:)

The word 'smitten' doesn't even begin to cover what I'm feeling now.
Hehe.

Well well.. Should it be Mrs Lautner or Mrs Taylor? (lol)

Never a fairytale.

2009-09-24T01:35:00.002+08:00

if only Life was that easy.

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

Hello all. I know this is pretty late but... I would like to wish all Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya.

Syaz V(anilla)Hudgens (ya right.), would like to take this opportunity to apologise to every single one of my friends. I'm sorry if I hurt you intentionally or unintentionally. Enjoy this month to the fullest with your loved ones!

My first day went well despite the fact that I didn't get to meet all of my relatives at home. My family and I rocked at Suntec on the first day of Raya. Haha!

All Suntec Dance competitors were superb! The standard's getting higher every year.

Congratulations to Zameer upon clinching 1st place for the Junior Solo category! The kid deserve it. Full of potential at such a young age.

Congratulations to If You're Happy and You Know Clap your hands upon clinching 1st place for Group category! And yes, longest group name ever. Haha.

Congratulations to the guy who came in 1st place for Open solo category! I'm not so sure of his name. Hehe. Apologies for that.

Not forgetting, congratulations to my rascalbrattyfattydramacomplainqueen sister (still, you know I love you. Haha!) who came in 2nd place for Junior solo. You do whatcha gotta do. We are all very proud of you!

Remember, whatever you do or whatever happens, your family will always be behind your back to give you all the support that you need. Inspiring? hehe!

Plus! Abuwan! Congratulations for getting Best Dressed!

Honestly, 'Best Dressed' was least expected. Trust me. Maybe your new gold nike dunks eh? hehe. But gotta admit he looked good on that day. Oh and congratulations for coming in 3rd place!

My chocolates? heheh. :P

...................

1AM ALREADY?! Man, I've got to turn in now. Gonna start my day early tomorrow.

Pardon me for the improper update. hehe.

Right this moment, Life has been pretty good to me.

Still, whatever happens, it's all a test from the One above.

Sleep tight everyone!

When hell break loose.

2009-09-16T22:05:00.004+08:00

I have come to a point where I don't give a damn about anything and everything for I am exhausted with all that's going on.
You know, it's like replaying a scene from a movie 'till you get sick of it.

Because everything now has become predictable.
Well, what about the rest? We'll see about that.
Whatever happens, I'm keeping my two feet firmly on the ground. I've made a deal with myself and I won't disappoint myself.

The only people to have known me so well would be myself and Allah :)
Only He knows what had been going through my mind, heart and soul for 17 years.
With that, I pray to Him for all this to be over.

And I'm missing a whole lot of people.
:(

Good night.

Banned New Moon trailer

2009-09-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

For those who want to laugh their ass out..

2009-09-13T22:16:00.001+08:00

AND I REALISED THAT MY BLOG IS FULL OF GUY CELEBS.
THIS IS NOT NORMAL.

alright, goodbye.

Eclipse.

2009-09-13T21:11:00.005+08:00

Hola amigos! So it's Sunday already. Another week tomorrow.

On a brighter note, it's the last week of Ramadhan. How time flies.

It feels as if yesterday was the first day of Ramadhan. Hmm.

Oh and my family and I have yet to decide what colour to wear this year. Hoho :P

But I don't know why this year I don't really look forward to the new clothes and stuff. I look forward more to seeing my relatives though I doubt I'm seeing everyone on the first day. bleah.

So how's everyone? Okay, I'm like talking to myself. tsk. haha.

My weekends are goooooooood. :P

heeheee.

Sometimes I hate myself for being too shy. Stupid awkward moment. Why can't I just open up my mouth and just be a lil' bit friendly and smile more? gahhh.

oh well. One thing's for sure, I just have to be myself :)

Aside that, I don't think I can wait any longer for Eclipse.

AHHH! Feeling super stoked right now because of that! He's perfect for the part of Seth Clearwater!
He does remind me of Taylor minus the long hair but who cares?! The long hair looks hot on him.
Wait, not hot but Beautiful. :)))

Booboo Stewart, the next big thing ♥

My definition for Sexy.

2009-09-12T00:19:00.003+08:00

you don't have to play the super hero to be sexy. ;)
I was watching Spiderman 3 on AXN just now and damn, I forgot how sexy James Franco was in it.
I remembered going crazy over him two years ago when Spiderman 3 was released.

Still, Te Amo Mr Taylor Daniel Lautner. ;)

oh and is it just me or is FarmVille addictive? o.0

Quizbox.

2009-09-09T02:26:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thanks to Quizbox :)

I think..

2009-09-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

I'm in love with Battlefield. Okay, slow. I know. Haha.

Week 8 of school already before tutorial practices begin on week 13 or so.
Holy molly.

I'm a lil' nervous when comes to ISP. The sound of it makes me wonder whether or not I can make it. Hopefully I can pull through, insya'Allah :) Three years, three years.

Yesterday, I had a dream. I can say it's a beautiful one.
The dream felt so real that I was very disappointed when I woke up.
Well, not entirely disappointed of course but the fact that the good dreams are always left hanging! WHYYYYY~~~

He said, "You're beautiful."
And I, being the number 1 idiot, laughed it off. Okay fair enough.
Tell me, how would you girls respond to guys who told you that you're beautiful?

So as of now, "beautiful" is indeed and way wayyy better than "hot".
Guys, take it as one of your tips. Hehe ;)

What keeps me going.

2009-09-02T00:23:00.004+08:00

I tried something and I swear I didn't expect the results to be all positive.
So so so so so happyyyyyyy :PP

My hunches are always right.
I guess? hahahaha!

Keep that in mind.

2009-08-31T08:04:00.005+08:00

"Still waters run deep"

The quote says it all.

I don't know why but I can't wait for the New Year.
I want to start anew but no, I have to go with the flow :)

Oh and just something random..

see how much we've grown. Hehe.

I find that my position is still in the middle. lol. Nana, Shazran and Trisya and Shahiran should have switched positions.

And I love them all :)

Happy Birthday

2009-08-29T09:08:00.002+08:00

To the one who has shown compassion for the world.
To the one who was never selfish for his own needs.
To the one who put others first before himself.
To the one who's loved dearly by everyone.
To the one who will forever stay in our hearts.
To the one True Legend.

Happy Birthday.

Honestly, when comes to MJ, I don't know where to start because everything about him is significant.
He's just one in a million. Enough said.

I love you Michael. Only God knows how much :)

On a side note, all the best to Nash and Shazran for the MJ Comp finals later!
:D

Bandslam da bomb!

2009-08-27T18:12:00.006+08:00

My name is Sy8z.

ahahaha. If you watch Bandslam, you should know what I mean.

Bandslam was great!

And and and they showed the New Moon trailer just before it started.
I screamed and screamed. I was breathless after the trailer ended.

Yes, I know. Very crazy. You can ask Ain, Haz and Irah how and what was I doing.
I pity them because they had to endure my 'fits' for the first 10 to 15 minutes or so.
Hmm.. if it was that short of a time, I think I really am crazy. Dear God.

One question.
This is only a glimpse of the movie. In other words, a movie trailer. Of all people, they had to interview TAYLOR LAUTNER in that trailer itself. So you can imagine right?
How exactly am I going to survive the whole movie?

Any medication for an obsessive fan like me?
Oh and seriously, since when those Edward fans are into Jacob Black eh?
If you love Edward, stay true to him! Don't take Jacob!
Hahahahahahah. Okay pardon me.

So Baby Boy, I'll be seeing you on the 3rd Dec. Or maybe earlier?
Heeheeeeeeeee.

sigh.

2009-08-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

I am flooding my own blog.
Wait, does that even make any sense? hmm.

and so, when will this day come? heehee.

BooBoo Stewart: Muppet Myzos Man - Just Jared

2009-08-24T21:38:00.005+08:00

Beware!

Another hot actor coming through!

He looks a little likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
................................................

:D heheheheh

and he's only 15! If only I was born younger.. (HAHA!)
Seriously, the younger they are, the hotter they get.

Oh and he's playing as Seth Clearwater in Eclipse. Yes, together with my Baby boy.
Muahahahaha! I likeeeeeeeeeeeee~
No wait, LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Too bad they don't have castings for Jacob Black's wife.
If not, guess who would be freaking out and be first on line? :)

Vanessa Hudgens is Aritzia Amazing - Just Jared

2009-08-23T00:21:00.004+08:00

I just gotta post this!

I love what she's wearing! Ahh! She can make anything simple to something gorgeous.
That's why I love her ;)

Ramadhan.

2009-08-22T13:37:00.006+08:00

Hey all! So it's the first day of Ramadhan today. Selamat berpuasa to all Muslims!
How time flies. We are only left with a few more months before it's the new year again. Hmms.

On a side note, last weekend was aweeeeeeeeesome.

Yes, I took part in a rock band competition. It's so not me, I know. :P
It's called the "BandSlam Rock Band" competition. Hell yeah I had tons of fun! We only had a full force practice like the day before the competition? lol.

The guys are fun to hang around with. Eh jam session again soon yeah? This time, intro me to all the songs that I've yet to listen to! I feel like "katak bawah tempurung", seriously.
When the guys are playing random songs during practice, I felt helpless because I knew none! Hahahaha. :P

Moving on..
Though we didn't make it through the finals, it's the experience that counts the most. As quoted from dad, nothing beats the experience :)

With that, I would like to thank the families and my girls for the never ending support. Kak Filz and Nidya too. Thank you so much for taking the trouble to come down. I'm so grateful, really. Thank you all so much! xoxo
Without the support, the band wouldn't be on stage in the first place. And yes, thanks to this, Fyr has become comfortable on stage.
Remember Fyr, like your mum said, no more hidden talent! haha.

After that, rushed to TP to help Nana with her Teachers' Day practice. Her friends are so cute. They are all game for it and they have this class bond. Haha. Looking at them made me miss my 4E2 more!

And again, after that, met Aunt Nor and the rest at Vivo for AsianBeatz.
The bands are all so good! I had my personal favourite but I forgot the band's name. Hmm.
So for once, I surround myself with bands. Kinda cool though.

Had our dinner cum supper at Budget Terminal. The most 'kekek' one. We had our fair share of confessions. Must do this again soon! hahahaha.

Sunday, performance at Bugis and came down to OC to support Shazran and Nash for the MJ Impersonation competition. One of the competitors looked exactly like the late King of Pop himself. I freaked out a little there. Haha.

Okay, entry's getting a bit draggy. Oh and yes, Alhamdulillah, first day of fasting went alright for me.
Hopefully it goes the same for the rest of the days, Insya'Allah.

Btw Fyr, I am waiting for pictures! Hurry up man! Ahahaha. :P

To the beautiful sister.

2009-08-18T00:42:00.003+08:00

I never had an elder sister but come to think of it, you can't ask for things you can never have because you have to appreciate what's been given to you.

However, I do have sisters around me. Haha. Sisters from different mothers. :)
With that, I would like to wish Kak Shenthy Feliziana a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Remember kak, good things and bad, happen for a reason in Life. May Allah bless you in whatever you do! Love and miss you! Thank you for everything! xoxo

p.s sorry if I uploaded a very old picture. I realised we never took a picture for sooo longgg and a girls' outing soon is a must! ;)

And my weekend update later eh? hehe.

Biggest weakness.

2009-08-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

I took the 'What's your biggest weakness?' quiz and this was what I got.

It's scary when Facebook quizzes are quite true. Yes, I like to give hugs but I'm not flirty :) haha

My weekend was superb!Will update about it all soon
:)

Don't bother.

2009-08-11T23:36:00.005+08:00

Awesome weekends. I need not say more.

For 17 years, I learn how to give and take.
For 17 years, I learn how to love.
For 17 years, I learn how to care.
For 17 years, I learn how to live in this nasty world called Reality.

Today?
I learn that two simple words mean a lot. To me that is.
Don't bother.
I do not bother and do not bother about me.
As cliche as it sounds, I can't please everyone in Life.

It's truly amazing how passion can make you feel so carefree.
So I am gonna get my Hudgens' self up and kick it. ;)
lol.

Oh and when I say "Go figure" doesn't mean people have the right to judge me.
Do your homework by getting to know me first :)

At one point of time..

2009-08-08T14:40:00.003+08:00

do you feel like screaming, begging for people to stop because you're in a place where everyone talks at the same time, and it's all chaos.

To make things better, there's a drilling job going on from God knows where.

For the very first time, I wanna run away.
For real.

What's in Aug.

2009-08-05T23:15:00.003+08:00

Hola señoras and señores.
Apologies for the lack of updates because I've been busy with school.
However, I wouldn't wanna bore you people with my school life. School is just school.
Hahaha.

Anyway, for this month.. I can't wait for the fasting month anddd..

Bandslam Bandslam Bandslam *chants*
Mum might be getting premiere tix or something I think. And New Moon too. LALALALA~!
So TayCob Lautlack, here I come darling! :P

Oh and I found this while browsing through Vhudgens pics,

Not sure whether they're really gonna make it happen but I'm hoping though. ;)
Sounds cool right? hehe.

By the way, recently, mum is obsessed with..

If you were to look at that picture above, go and spot something which is so not my mum. Haha! And yes, it's very obvious.

Need a closer look?

Haha! So yeah. My mum has officially caught the Twilight/New Moon fever. :P
Just so you know, she was the one who can't wait to show me that picture of Edward.
Yes, very surprising indeed and cute in a way. lol.

Okay, I found something from Wikipedia!

"A fourth installment, High School Musical 4: East Meets West, has been announced to be in the writing stages and to premiere in Disney Channel in 2010."

So we'll see :)

August's turn.

2009-08-01T01:55:00.002+08:00

July passed by me just like that.

It's August's turn.

Here I go again.

If only He can tell me what to look out for, I'll be more careful the next time.
But Life is all about taking risks anyway. :)

4 months left, 2009.

- "I wish that it would all just slow down to a stop"

2009-07-30T00:52:00.003+08:00

You know honey, gotta agree that you need to break that bad habit of your's.
According to what my elders taught me, you can't shake your legs while you're eating ;)

Sorry to bore you people with TL. ahahaha.
Met up with the gang just now was cool. Nonsense jokes. Haha! But I like. lol.
Hope to meet up with you guys again soon!

No lessons tomorrow but my assignments are piling up.
Only 2 weeks and I'm rockin' with homework. haha.
Next semester, projects. Woohoo!

And now, in the middle of the night, I am craving for pizza and chocolate covered strawberries.
Tell me it's normal.

Siblove.

2009-07-26T23:07:00.004+08:00

I don't have a brother but I wanted one.
But no, I have two sisters instead.
Not that I mind having sisters. I love them too. Haha.

It's just that having brothers around can be fun too right?
The more, the merrier.
I got a random text message from a dear brother of mine.

Thank you adik Jacob. lol
I love you brothers the same too :)

Though I was never related to the boys, still, I love them like my own.
Including my dear monkeys. It's been awhile since I last called them that. Monkeys all grown big already. Lol. Shazran should know what I'm talking about. Haha.

Typing this makes me feel old. Haha! Oh well..
It's truly amazing how one can make you feel blessed.

Remember, whenever you think your brothers and sisters are driving you crazy, think how lonely you're gonna be without them.

I love you brothers and sisters. You should know who you are
:)

24/7

2009-07-23T23:45:00.010+08:00

Previously, this was my comp wallpaper..

And from today onwards, it will be this.

So whenever I'm feeling lonely, numb, whatevernot, he will be watching over me.
24/7 :)
Or to put it the right way, I'm the one who's actually watching over him. :P
Having a werewolf as your boyfriend is so freakin' coooooool.
Go get your own k? ;)

And one more?
.........

WAIT. MAKE IT TWO!

*hyperventilates

My heart is screaming, lemme tell ya that.
CAN I HAVE TWO IN THE HEART? Pretty please?

p.s I just noticed that 2 of them are wearing checkered shirts! hahaha! And yes, aviators too. As if they know I love them with aviators cos' I find them freakin' sexyyy! I think I gotta get one soon. Hmm.

Speaking of aviators and checkered shirts, I remembered browsing through this website which state that Zac Efron and Taylor Lautner even wore the same brand of jeans!

Hop over to the link below for more information. ;)
Zac Efron in Diesel Thanaz 008SV VS Taylor Lautner in Diesel Poiak 008SV

Wow. 2 hotties to keep me occupied.
So lovin' it!

P.S Ain, you're right. At the rate I'm going, I don't think I'm getting married because of high standards. HAHA! :P :P

Look at me

2009-07-22T09:49:00.002+08:00

Just one picture to make me feel so much better.

Thank you Qal.

And I grabbed this from Ain's blog.

Thank you Ain. Cmon man, who can give me that look in the eyes, I will marry you for sure. HAHA :P

Off to school!

2009-07-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

Numbness has taken its toll on me.

Gabby said promise is a big word.
How could I thank her for that?

This might sound crazy but how I wish Gabriella Montez was not a fictional character because she and I would make good friends.
Whatever. Numbness is numbness.
To numb myself with school is good.
Cheers to numbness everyone.

First day.

2009-07-20T19:56:00.004+08:00

Hello darlings.

Yes, today marks my first day at school.
Nothing much happened though I feel that my classmates are all friendly.
I guess I still need more time to talk to everyone. :)

Oh yes,

no 'Troy Bolton' to bump onto outside class.

and

no 'Edward Cullen' to give me the hatred look beside me.

Not forgetting..

no 'Taylor Lautner' passerbys.

So, not much of excitement. Hehe. Hmm.. maybe not yet?
Though I find myself looking forward to lessons. 0.0
Feels good to get my butt back in school.

However, I think I'm gonna be my nerdself again.
The boring, always on time for lessons, always having her nose buried in books and doing homework every day kind of girl and not looking forward to anything at all but lessons, homework and such.

yes, I think that's good.
School will be my life then weekends then school then weekends again then school.
Yeah, that's about my life.
Interesting enough? haha.

Oh well *shrugs*
That would be my routine from now on.
Think of school, school and school.
Family, dance, friends, etc.

That should be it. Life of a 17 year old.
:)

p.s I just realised that I'm whining. Haha. But don't get me wrong. I think I'm lovin' school. Heh

Missing

2009-07-19T19:50:00.001+08:00

I feel like I've been missing out a lot.
But what? hmm.

Another.

2009-07-17T17:02:00.003+08:00

God knows how many times I took the trouble to change skins. lol.
The previous one didn't work well with IE.

I know I know. I'm choosy.
Bear with it. Heheheh.

So after looking high and low, I finally settle down with a simple one like this.
Hmmm.

Oh and guess whoooo

If you notice, his hair is shorter now and omg I love him with aviators!
sexy sexy sexy!
I don't blame Vhudgens for being smitten. Eheheheh :D

Hello NewSkin

2009-07-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO.

See what I just did? Okay new skin.
I re-edit the whole thing.
Well, wait..
Not the whole thing. Only some of it.
Keeping it very simple.

This is the outcome. And I asked myself..
"What did I just do?"

AHH I think I spoil it. Tsk.
So much for hard work.

Feel free to criticise and comment :D

Aside that, orientation went well yesterday. The Head of DM department mentioned that their orientation every year was always happening but because of H1N1, they had to tone it down. Seriously, the H1N1 influenza is really a pain in the ass.
Very troublesome indeed.

Oh and I've got my timetable!
Pretty flexible I should say. No classes on Thursdays. Unless the lecturers tend to postpone classes or whatnots.

I'm officially starting school on Monday! very very excited!
But the best part is I have no idea what to bring. Haha!
Hmmmmmm..

Before I end this...

I JUST LOVE HER HAIR. CAN'T HELP IT.
Alright done. :D
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

:)

2009-07-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

I know it has been quite some time since he's here..

I've got orientation tomorrow. Wish me luck!

Last night

2009-07-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

Last night, I cried.

I cried because of Life.
I cried because of Love.
I cried because of the past.
I cried because of the present.
I cried because of the future.

Last night, I cried.

I cried because I know Life isn't fair.
I cried because I know I can't do anything about it.

Last night, I cried.

I cried because I know in Life, you can never please everyone.
I cried because I disliked politics so much.
I cried because I know I did nothing wrong but yet people thought otherwise.

Last night, I cried.

I cried because I've come out with a theory of my own.
Which is, when you love something or someone and you hold on to it too tight and depend on it too much, you will lose it sooner or later without you knowing it.

Scary isn't it?

However, whatever happens, I'll take it as it is.
It's sad to know when people put the blame on you for nothing.
But, it's alright. Humans are being humans :)

happiness

2009-07-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

I'm out of words.

Have a week filled with happiness :)

Weekends again

2009-07-09T13:29:00.005+08:00

Weekends with the Cheaper By The Dozen gang and family again. EC and Cute Factor were missing though but they joined us soon after.
This time, it's a surprise birthday bash for Fyr and Iffah.
Kinda cool to have your siblings sharing the same birth month as you do.

Pictures are up at Facebook. Had a great time! Next up, skating eh? :P

Alright, so school's in a week's time or so. Excited? Yes. Nervous? Yes, definitely.
Hmm.. I feel half prepared though. It's like part of me says I'm ready and another says, I'm missing something. But what? Err.

On a side note, I think I'm gonna be dead meat. These days I tried waking up early but I can't. Best part was, I didn't hear the alarm went off. Tsk. Orientation starts next week and I have to report by 930 am. So cool right?
I need to discipline myself with the "every day 530am alarm" after like what, 7 months or more? Hehehe.

Oh, and my dreams are haunting me again. 0.0
If not this, it would be that. They say normally if you dreamt about a particular person or about some situation, means you think too much about that person or situation or whatever it is. Partly true I guess. Okay, whatever.

Honestly, life just give me the goosebumps. You don't know what's gonna happen to you and what lies ahead for you. It's scary at the same time, exciting. Don't you think so?
What's scary is the fact that I'm getting older. Haha!

Not that I find it a problem cause' aging is part of life and it's also a blessing to grow older.
It's just that, I missed being a kid. There's something about being a child that's so carefree and true you know? If you notice, as you grow older, you find yourself standing on your own two feet and you have to handle your own problems. Don't get me started on the part when you have own family later on.
Scary isn't it? I wondered how my parents handle it. Hehe.

So from here, I think I have to do my part as daughter by making their lives as parents easier, right? ;)
Bottom line is live life as it is. Don't rush it, enjoy it.
Don't preoccupy yourself with your own problems cos' it will only make you feel old.
Not forgetting to cherish your loved ones before it's too late. :)

OH before I end..

I like the two pictures above. Very candid. Feeling2 paparazzi. :P

Okay gotta scoot!
:D Till the next one!

2009-07-02T16:30:00.001+08:00

"Lives, like money, are spent. What are you buying with yours?"

- Roy H. Williams

It's July.

Dear July, what's next?
I wonder.

2009-06-29T16:45:00.003+08:00

He totally charmed me with his dance moves in this video.

I know this is pretty late. After receiving a text message from Kak Ashley regarding Michael's passing, I was absolutely taken aback.

The world mourns over the death of the King Of Pop. He's truly a legend. You'll be missed and loved forever.
May Allah bless your soul dear MJ.

No matter how much I've seen the news, videos and tributes of him, I can't cry. I tried asking myself why.
Hmm.. maybe part of me still refuse to believe that he's actually gone.
:(

Wow, the feeling's worst than falling out of love. Not looking forward to any of upcoming MJ's songs, videos, concerts.
:'( Okay now I feel like crying but I can't.

Haha. Alright, so weekends are the norm.
Came down to Millenia Walk to support the kids for One Minute Of Fame. You kids did great! Congratulations upon getting through the next round! :D

After that, the boys followed my family to chill at ECP with Ella's family. Such a cool and windy night I say. I didn't know you can see so many stars only when I was there, near the seaside with the kids. -.-
And I also got to know that star gazing is actually haram?
According to Irsyad, the 'ustaz' among us (lol) that is. Haha! Hmm..

So the Big Groove was yesterday. Everyone did awesome!
I love Cool Mint! Dopest girls ever! Wanted to take pictures with them but had to rush back home because sisters start school the next day.

Oh and..
Abg Phiz from SFB is having a hiphop class this Saturday at Toa Payoh West CC, from 3pm to 5pm. $10 for a ticket, inclusive of light refreshments.
Do text or holla me through MSN if you guys wanna come.
my email - syaz_lin0804@hotmail.com

:)

Do you...

2009-06-25T02:03:00.003+08:00

Do you know anything?
No.

Do you know that some people can kill you? Literally I mean.
How scary. Yes, tell me about it.

Do you know that I'd rather talk crap than entertain any kind of nonsense?
Yeaaah baby :)

Okay, I'm answering my own questions. -.-
So random.

I wonder, are hypocrites worth your time?
Nahhhh. :)

Tempting

2009-06-24T20:39:00.003+08:00

Wanna know what's tempting?

WHY OH WHY. AHHHHHHH.
Front cover?! Should I or should I not buy it when it comes to SG?
Noooooooo! I hate being indecisive!

Help me decide? Anyone? Hehe.

Oh and I found a new interest!
Midnight car rides with the windows down. Seriously, you people must try it.
The feeling's good. Don't forget to turn up the music too.
All thanks to my Uncle, I love doing this! Hehehe.

Before I end this, I'm blowing my kisses to you

:)

Feeling2 moment. :p

2009-06-23T14:05:00.004+08:00

Don't mind me here.
Am having my "feeling feeling" moment.

Hahaha!

Hmmmm..
I was browsing through my edited pictures folder when I found this.

and I came upon this..

HAHA. How? Same or not? I want my old hair back :(
LOL. Pardon me. So random right?

Okay feeling feverish now.
bye.

2009-06-23T01:14:00.002+08:00

It sucks when I have limited connection now.

I CAN'T CHECK MY EMAILS!
I CAN'T UPDATE MY TWITTER!

Sucks big time!

In the mean time, chatting with Irah, Thin and Iz about our sec school days.
Let's hang out soon! I miss 4E2 badly! :(

And I want N97 SO BAD!
Thin, you go for white and I go for black.
How about?

:D

Happy Fathers' Day!

2009-06-21T02:13:00.003+08:00

Good Morning!

Am taking this opportunity to wish all fathers a Happy Fathers' day! :D

Saturday was well spent. Had a splendid time!

Though I felt like my feet would bleed any time because of too much walking/standing, the most important thing was that, I feel contented :)
I got to spend time with the loved ones this week after being so preoccupied for the last few weeks.
Next week, I welcome the busy schedule again with open arms ;) Hehe.

Ohyeah, I did tell Arvin that I'm gonna update on how's Drag Me To Hell.
The ending's a flop I say. I expected something more.
The plot of the movie was pretty good. It's more to gore and suspense. Trust me, my chest hurt a lot all because of the movie.
Only one hour of the movie and I felt like running away cos' part of me still can't believe that I am watching a horror movie at a cinema for the first time.

Yes, for the very first time. So anyway, it's more of gore and suspense.
Maybe I'm trying "The Uninvited" next. Errr...
Oh well, we'll see how eh?

Somehow...
I loved you so much...
But yet you're torturing me...
Here I am waiting...
This hurts, big time...
Come on.. What did I do to deserve all this torture?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Waiting for New Moon hurts big time!
HAHA. Okay, I know. Lame suspense -.-

Till the next entry lovelies!

What If?

2009-06-19T13:18:00.002+08:00

this man here...

as quoted from Lin, come to my house and ask for a hand in marriage...

Expression? Obviously, I'll be out of words. Speechless needless to say.

Or maybe, I might feel faint.

But first, I still need to get to know him better before we are gonna get married right?

WAH I SOUND CONFIDENT. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I don't mind answering random questions.
I'm more than happy to answer more. :P

Still, if I happen to marry him....
I'll have beautiful kids..

HAHA alright enough! I better stop here before it gets worst.
Toodles!

Random.

2009-06-16T19:24:00.005+08:00

Random Tuesday for me this week.
I'm letting loose today. Haha!

Nidya, my fellow scumbag. Hoho.
Kak Lala, thank you for layan-ing your adik's nonsense here. :P

For the past one month, I've been doing this.

and

Yes, finally my father uploaded the video! Hasween, thanks for uploading the prelim round item! :D
Dear boys and girls, we hang out soon okay? Ice skating maybe? Hehe!

I did nothing much today.
And it's Ate's last day today.
She's going back to Phil tomorrow morning. :(

Oh and I manage to catch MTV movie awards. Like FINALLY.
I know I'm freaking slow -.-

Mr Taylor Daniel Lautner left me breathless. What's new? Hahhh.

VHudgens look gorgeous as always.

I love her hair and I want her hair! Haha. Love her dress too.

Last but never the least, I wanna turn back the time when I had my Prom.
Wanna know why?
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.
.
.
.
.
.

Need I say more?
I can faint any time.

I'm not sure whether he can sing.
But if he can DANCE and SING, can I marry you?
AHHHHH!

I did something crazy, two months back.
Ain, Thin and Haiqal knew about it I guess.
Laugh if you want to cos' my edits suck.

:PPPP
so that's how I'm reassured.
HAHA.

Okay, pictures with courtesy from Justjared Jr.

Oh erm yeah, I just notice that whenever I'm random, my Obsessive "Taylor Lautner" disorder will react.
0.0

Pardon me all. I don't think anyone can cure this disorder or whatever you call it.
Not unless I'm smitten by someone who look like him which I doubt I'll find one. -.-

lluvia.

2009-06-15T18:59:00.003+08:00

It's raining.
And I'm grinning.
:)

If God can answer my prayers for Rain, I'm sure He knows what to do with the rest.
Amin.

Me encanta la lluvia.

Freedom

2009-06-13T11:06:00.003+08:00

I longed to be free like them.

Can Troy Bolton save me from this mess?

Goodbye.

When you have insomnia...

2009-06-12T11:48:00.004+08:00

Go and chat online with 2 of your craziest friends.
2 nights in a row with Irah and Iz plus Haiqal "The Great".. NOT but "The Extra".

Do this more often please!
So kecoh but I like!
Hopefully I'll get to see you guys soon!

AIN AND FATHIN!
MUST MUST SEE YOU BABES SOON!

These few days, I can't sleep thanks to the heat.
I will feel giddy and nauseated because of it as well.
Please please. No matter how much I loved the Sun, I need the rain too. :(

What is it?

2009-06-10T17:30:00.002+08:00

I went and bloghopped to Ain's blog one fine day and I found this..

some people would say that we are too young to understand.
some would say age doesnt matter.
some would say to focus on education.
some say they would know to divide the 2 matters aside.
some would prefer an arranged marriage.
some would want love marriage.
some would look at education/wealth status.
some would look at our personalities.
some ...

LOVE.
between the 2 opposite sex.

its rather complicated, aint it?

No one can ever define the word ' Love'.
At times, it just happened without you knowing it. :)

I support you 100% babe. And I've missed you tons!
Must catch up soon together with Thin. :D

Dreams

2009-06-08T19:05:00.003+08:00

My dreams are getting weird night by night.

Hmm.. prolly due to my having imsonia.

Come to think of it, those dreams are really funny.
And the scary thing is, how real it felt *shudders*

Oh yes, NATM 2 was hilarious! Next would be, Monsters Vs Aliens if I have the time.

Oh and from now on, I think I really need to voice out my thoughts.
No point in being patient when some people don't deserve it, really.

Naturally funny

2009-06-07T03:08:00.003+08:00

You so cute and naturally funny.
Me likey ;)

Hopefully Fate brings us together again.
HAHA, so macam phm.

No matter what, he's still there to protect me through whatever. ;)

Love you Wolf Man. :D

BREATHE comp and the aftermath

2009-06-04T15:30:00.008+08:00

Updates on the BREATHE competition.

Yep, TRNFB clinched first place in the Breathe competition. I am happy of course.
All the practices paid off, right kids?

Right, so I got so many people to thank.

The PSG, YPians, FanKids and their PSG too, friends, thank you soso much for coming down and showing your support.
Abg Zai and Abg Ewan, thank you so much for the guidance. We love you both! :D

All in all, I am definitely proud of the kids because they worked so hard for it.
And I am going to miss all the practices definitely!

I'm gonna miss our RP practices.
I'm gonna miss our "concentration" game in between our breaks. We shall try playing it in Malay! Heheh.

Trisya, the one who's always up to no good will miss disturbing each and everyone.
Ella, the 'OMG' girl who's always so kecoh.
And Nana is gonna miss being the 'ChokiChoki' girl every Tuesday. Wahahaha!

Irsyad, my cute factor buddy aka Alias Kadir (HAHA), stay cute forever! Remember! Our cute factors are our tummies!

Syaril the SS one, don't always merajuk. Haha!

Haiqel Cullen, the one who's always blur but has the same expression on his face all the time and so obliging. More 'Edward' videos soon k! ;)

Syarul aka The Midge, the one who tends to lead and is always planning things ahead. I respect you for that and I appreciate all the help. Thankyou!

So these are aftermath pictures.
Pardon the poor handphone quality. ;)

And to the FanKids who are involved in the Kids Performing concert tonight and tomorrow, all the best! :D

2009-06-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

I know Taylor Lautner was never a mistake in the very first place.

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

I think I gotta get a grip of myself.
Is there some way to putting this trailer in my cell?
Hmm.

Long forgotten

2009-06-03T18:17:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I feel that living in a big house with 7 cats around me will do me good.

All I have to worry about is my 7 cats and nothing else.
Isn't that nice?

Not forgetting my hot chocolate. That's all I need.

As for the rest, I could care less for now.
I'm just...

exhausted.

Please, just stop. Just...stop.

On a side note, whenever I'm upset, I'll look at this and laugh to myself. Don't get me wrong please. I feel that Haiqel sound so much like Edward. Heheh. Haiqel, we must take more 'Edward' videos of you! lol.

Till next time when I'm better.

Start of something new

2009-06-01T17:33:00.003+08:00

No matter how hard or tough your Life gets, when you sit down and think about it thoroughly, it's actually beautiful.

People, be it good or bad, who came into your Life will make simple little changes which, at times, without you yourself realising it, makes who you are, today.

I couldn't ask for more.

To me, getting to know someone better is like having that person to be a part of your life. That's my definition of friends. I can never forget them because each and everyone of them, changed my life in a way that I am who I am today.

Bottom line is, I love every single one of you. You know who you are. Be it friends, brothers, sisters, family. Just everyone. Thank you so so much for being a part of my life. :)

Last but never the least, the most happiest thing that had ever happened to me, TRNFB, I love you guys forever. Thank you to you guys too for being a part of my life.

With that too, I thank Allah for every single moment spent with the people whom I love. Besides, whatever has happened, it's all because it's Fate and He would have known all this is coming.

So, it's June, the start of something new. A whole new month ahead of me. Half of 2009 has passed just like that. I wonder what's in store.

And Nidya, 'SyazCullen'? I wanted to laugh so hard. Hehe.

Oh and by the way, proper update coming soon.
This is just something I had to let out ;)

Getaway

2009-05-28T14:35:00.003+08:00

After everything else is over, I can't wait for a getaway to.. God knows where.

Anyway, on a random note..

I miss this badly.
Girl talks till 1am at Esplanade. Haha!
We shall do it soon, Insya'Allah. :)

To all the nice guys, and the girls who ignore them

2009-05-27T13:25:00.001+08:00

Kak Shaza tagged me in a note at FaceBook.

I find that it made perfect sense. Go check it out.

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny

/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

When you have to follow your heart...

2009-05-24T23:51:00.005+08:00

You know that I know that you know that I know that you know that I CAN'T FRIGGIN WAIT FOR NEW MOON.

I so love Edward for being so gentleman. I mean, he's every girl's dream guy. Those girls who are attached, will find themselves comparing their boyfriends to him which is so not a good thing but we're still girls right? Hehe.

On a contrary, I admire Jacob's friendly nature and how sweet he is. He's Bella's childhood friend and to have someone who know you so well is a great thing too.

Edward or Jacob?
Now, why do I feel as if I'm caught up in between?
:P

p.s And I apologise if you people have to tolerate all my Twilight, New Moon, etc nonsense here. Hehhh.

OH AND GERRARD JUST SCORED ANOTHER GOAL FOR LIVERPOOL! Ahahaha.
Dad's been trying to get me to go to bed since like an hour ago? But he doesn't know that I'm doing a favour for him here, keeping track of the score. (though I know that he will find out the scores sooner or later by himself -.-)

Men and their football, what do you expect?

Okay, I really think that I'm annoying here.
Before that...

My shades look just like his. HEHHHHHHHHH.

AND ANOTHER GOAL FROM LIVERPOOL.

K bye.

Bandslam

2009-05-22T14:51:00.001+08:00

The next Vhudgens movie. She's more introverted here though. Even Lisa Kudrow is in it.

I don't know whether they are gonna release it here in SG. Hmmm

Ask them boys.

2009-05-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

Won't be updating that often like last week.

Wanna know how I'm doing?
Ask...

and...

and...

;)

xoxo

I like it shirtless~

2009-05-17T02:33:00.003+08:00

I don't think I can sleep tonight.
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My lullaby, now and forever.
Me and my instincts. Sigh.
Ain, you're right. No matter how much I adore Selena, I will forever be protective. LOL

Good Mornyt.

Taylor Lautner Book?

2009-05-15T17:55:00.004+08:00

Good day POL.

I went to meet up with Thin today so that she could pass me her laptop.
Off she went to school at around 2-ish and I was left alone to wait for Ain.

I decided to chill at the library. Before that, I made my way to Popular cause I have a hunch that they had new arrivals or something.
My hunch turned out to be true.

Seriously, I think I can be a spendthrift when comes to Taylor Lautner.
So I wasted my $10 on this.

Wait, not waste. It's spent WISELY. :P
I practically screamed while on the phone with Mum. Hehe ;)
Lucky I had enough cash or not I'll be crying. Okay I meant it literally. Heheh

There's also Kristen Stewart but I decided to buy that one first.
Oh and the Taylor Lautner book was actually for ages 8 and up. 0.0
To hell with it, I don't care. There's still an 'UP' to it right?

Oh and I think libraries are for people who want to READ and STUDY and not hanging around, acting cool with your significant other whatever nots.
*rolls eyes*

Be Without You

2009-05-14T22:00:00.003+08:00

Dedicated to all lovers.

Tell them they're loved, always and forever.
Tell them you can't be without them.

She made me cry when she sang this. Dear me, someone who could sing her heart and soul out, it would be Mary J. Blige.
I love her.
I'm waiting for her to come SG.

Till the next entry.

Haiqal's very own version of Dracula/Vampire :P

2009-05-13T13:17:00.008+08:00

Drac⋅u⋅la

1.	(italics) a novel (1897) by Bram Stoker.

2.	Count, the central character in this novel: the archetype of a vampire.

vam⋅pire

1.	a preternatural being, commonly believed to be a reanimated corpse, that is said to suck the blood of sleeping persons at night.

2.	(in Eastern European folklore) a corpse, animated by an undeparted soul or demon, that periodically leaves the grave and disturbs the living, until it is exhumed and impaled or burned.

3.	a person who preys ruthlessly upon others; extortionist.

4.	a woman who unscrupulously exploits, ruins, or degrades the men she seduces.

5.	an actress noted for her roles as an unscrupulous seductress: the vampires of the silent movies.

Internet is really useful when comes to this.
A friend of mine, I shall not disclose his identity, (though I think it's gonna be pretty obvious when you see what's after this. HAHA.) thinks that a dracula and a vampire is of the same meaning.

Sadly, they are antagonists and not the SAME. So my friend and I were having an argument about fantasies and reality. He claimed that he didn't like Twilight and thinks it's pure crap.

Pardon me for the harsh language used there. I had no patience with him, seriously!
HAHA. So what do you think? Vampires? Draculas? LOL.
Claim yourself to be a hater of Twilight but you didn't get your facts right.
Haiqal, haiqal.

You and your obsession with Nicole's ass. :PP
I think mine's sexier. Huahua!

Fantabulous weekends!

2009-05-12T16:37:00.006+08:00

Hello gorgeous lot. I'm summarising my weekends...

Finally! I'm done uploading the pictures taken during the weekends.
Pictures from Uncle's DSLR. I so love the quality. Maybe I shall save for my own. Heheheh.

So once I was there, got changed and took pictures.

The girls were telling me that somehow the chalet was somewhat like The Cullens' abode.
Yes, you've guessed it. Feeling2 lah kan? HEHE.
But there's no graduation caps or whatsoever.

Played games and after all the guests left, we girls had our dose of Twilight.
Aunt Hetty who was a "first-timer" found herself smitten by Edward and Twilight.
See? The number of Twilight fans are growing day by day. Hoho ;)

Next day, we decided to rent bicycles but apparently, the rental place was nowhere nearby. -.-
So we played a game of Rounders, if that's what you call it.
And again, feeling Cullens'!Ahahahaha.
It's somewhat like baseball. I got the hang of it after a while.
Too bad the weather was hot and humid. We shall play it when there's a thunderstorm coming eh? I wanna try it one day. Hahaha.

The rest of the pictures are up on my FaceBook.
I'm uploading them on Multiply pretty soon.

S.Hudgens signing off~

2009-05-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

So it's like this.

Zac Efron has Vanessa Hudgens. Yes, I'm still a big fan of him.
Taylor's still freaking single dudeeeeee.
I WANNA MARRY HIM LA.

Ahahahahhaa. My aunt told me it's too bad you admire that person so much but he himself didn't know you even existed. True enough though. Aunt has a point.
And thus she added, but who knows? It might come true? HAHA. I love my aunt man.

Who knows what right?
:P

I had a fantabulous time during my weekends.
Proper update coming soon.
Gotta go and meet.......
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Taylor Lautner.

HAHA. K byeeeeee

Watch and learn.

2009-05-08T16:11:00.004+08:00

Haiqal, watch and learn.
Hoho.

Courtesy from Just Jared Jr.

And yes, I can't get enough of him.
Check out the colour band on his wrist.
PURPLE, me likey. Okay pathetic -.0
Bleah~

2009-05-07T17:21:00.003+08:00

It took me a minute to realise that you're gone. Maybe not a minute. It felt too long to be a minute. It's almost an hour now ever since the last text message. My eyes were swollen from too much crying. So this is how it feels like, I thought.

I thought I could shake it off simply, telling myself, it's gonna be alright. But no, my fingers trembled after reading what you sent. Those words were like daggers piercing through my heart. All of a sudden, I don't have the strength to stand up. I struggled to steady myself.

For the very first time, I was glad that no one was home yet. And so, I took my time to let it all out. I cried and asked myself why. I can't imagine how this happened. Somehow, my instincts are true. I clearly remembered the look that you gave me, at school. I sense that something was wrong. Definitely wrong. I can feel it but I can't tell exactly what it is.

Now that I knew why, I feel like turning back time and not know anything at all. At times, not knowing anything will spare all the heartbreak. I told myself that these things are inevitable. I should have listen to Mum in the first place. But no, I'd rather take the risk. That's what Life is all about isn't it? Taking risks.
Lesson learnt it seems.

Let's leave it all to fate. Because only He knows when I'm destined to be with The One.

Hahahahah. Alright, that's my narrative for you. It's been such a long time since I last wrote all those. The last time was like when? O Level English? I need to buck up on my vocabulary already. Hmpft.

On a side note,
check this out.

I love him doing this song. In fact, I'm loving all his videos!

Oh and welcome back Kak Ashley! Congratulations upon getting in the school! We all miss you and we shall meet up soon! :D

2009-05-04T21:29:00.002+08:00

This is why I love Zac Efron in HSM.
He just made every single date, the best.
This scene makes me go "Awwww.." every time.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

2009-05-04T12:37:00.003+08:00

So May's here. I wonder what's in store.
And I definitely can't wait for my Ate Chez to come over! :D

It was only the start of May and my itinerary for the first few days was full.
Wolverine, last Friday. It was good. Worth the money! Haha.
Practice as usual on Saturday. After that, had Pastamania for dinner.
And yesterday, went to Bedok to watch soccer match.
It's been eons since I last watched a soccer match. Come to think of it, I miss watching the class boys playing soccer everyday at school :(

Can't wait for this weekend.
I just love weekends. I mean, who doesn't?

And I have to agree with the quote..
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder". So true, don't you think so?
I miss my girls and the boys.
Hopefully we'll get too meet soon ;)

2009-04-30T22:27:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling elated.

Praise to Allah.
Alhamdulillah.
Amin.

My prayers are answered.
I don't know where to start.

:)

Meantime, another hot hottie alert!

Behold God's creation! Taylor and Zac, note the tough competition!
HAHA :P

2009-04-29T14:48:00.003+08:00

"My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods. Time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees. My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath - a source of little visible delight, but necessary" -Catherine Earnshaw

:)

Rainnn

2009-04-28T15:12:00.002+08:00

Funny how every time I wanna post, it rained.
But I like it.

I love the rain.
Rain more please ;)

On a random note, I occupied myself with Wuthering Heights cos' I was rather curious as to how this classic title seem to be one of Stephenie Meyer's favourite. Well, I THINK though it's her favourite.
Indeed, Wuthering Heights was beautifully written. I'm only halfway through it. I liked the plot so much. Confusing, but I like! Hahahaha

More books to read and so on~
:D

Eye candies and Rain.

2009-04-23T00:04:00.004+08:00

It's raining.
It's finally raining!
I'm so happy.
Maybe elated is the right word to describe how I'm feeling now.
No, maybe.. in a state of bliss? Hmm... Yeah.

Alhamdulillah, it's finally raining.
Okay, apologies for being repetitive. Seriously, the rain feels so gooddd.
For the past few weeks, no rain but sun. Hence, cold showers day and night.
Not that it's a bad thing but I think I missed the rain. Hmm.
Okay so weird.

Went to chill with Ain today. No, it's a yesterday now.
17 Again... AGAIN. Yeap, that makes it twice and nope, I don't mind a single bit.
You're talking to a true no.1 fan of Zac Efron here. Hahahaha
What made my day today was when Ain told me about this Girlfriend magazine I've never heard about. You know Ain? It's actually the May issue and not an April issue. I mean, freaking advanced right? But I don't care.
Causeeeee.. I GOT WALL CANDIES! Figure that one out if you must.
ZAC EFRON! TAYLOR LAUTNER! Ryan Sheckler himself is not that bad. What more can I ask for?

Initially, I thought those pictures are for-fun-model-poses kinda thing?
But they're actually meant for your walls. How can I not freak out?
I think I have to change sides each month. This is so freaking unfair! How can they put Zac Efron and Taylor Lautner back to back? Especially for a big fan like me. Pft. This is fustrating!
Excuse that freaky side of me there.
So many eye candies today.
And erm, does Saturday count as well? :P
Erk, whatevs.

However, the irony of yesterday. Sometimes I think I'm a disappointment. What more, disappointed with myself? But my parents never ever want me to give up.
I know I shouldn't because there's always hope.
I know I shouldn't because they have so much faith in me. I find it funny when my parents believe in me more than I believe in myself.

Life's a challenge, I say.
I'm still learning :)

Thank you parents, for always believing in me.
Thank you Ain, for today.

First love, now and for always.

2009-04-21T17:15:00.007+08:00

When I hit rock bottom, I will cry my heart out.

But of course, I wouldn't drown in my sorrows for a very long time.

I will look for pictures and hence, I will find myself elated because of this...

Meet my primer amor,

Loved him since High School Musical.
He's totally hot in the 17 Again movie. Period. Anyone wanna watch? I don't mind watching it...AGAIN. :P

Aside that, people will ask, "What about Taylor Lautner?"

Put it this way.
Zac Efron, primer amor.
Taylor Lautner, ahora y para siempre.

Sheesh. Now it sounds as if I'm gonna marry them or something like that. 0.0

2009-04-20T01:17:00.003+08:00

I shall let the pictures do the talking.

Dear Life, why does it always have to be me?
However, the irony. I'm blessed at the same time.

Nonetheless, always and forever be the suffer in silence type
:)

2009-04-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for the lack of updates.
So much has happened.
I have no idea where to begin.

And the best part is, I can't find my digi cam usb.
Which is kinda important because without pictures, my post wouldn't be complete!
hmph~

I'll try and see what I can do.
In the mean time, stay tuned :D

2009-04-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Kristen Stewart, my Aries soul sista! :P
K freaky much?
So I went to my mum's office. She wanted to take a picture of it badly cos' it was her last day. Too bad we left the digi cam at home.
Took a bus from FarEast. You see, I rarely walk to the other side of Mum's office where you have to cross or something like that.

I only got to take a picture of half of Mum's office building which is pathetic.
BUT the name of the road is much more important.

There you go. HAHA! Ain, this is my thanks to you for the oh-so-many Taylor Lautner pictures. :P

To my Fragrance Ladies, thank you for today. Though Nana was the spoiler, I had one hell of a time k. The ice-cream cake! DELICIOSO! Too bad Ella was late ;)

Today I mabok Taylor la. But I like and I love it. Sighhhhh.
And again, THANK YOU ALL WHO WISHED ME! I'm so touched, really.

Guess WHO?

Sucha darling ;)

2009-04-08T10:06:00.003+08:00

Good Morning earthlings!

It's been precisely a week since my last update.
Am at Ibu's office.
Apparently, she needs me to assist her on packing all her things before she officially moves out to another building together with the company she's working in.

I need all the energy and luck. Cos seriously, you wouldn't wanna know how much stuff she has in here.
Hoho.

Aside that, I wanna thank everyone who wished me in person, by text messages, Facebook, blogs, etc.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Thank you Kak Zila and Abg Mud for the bag and books!
Thank you Nenek for the cheetahlicious handphone skin!
I can't believe I'm a year older. :/

Oh well, before I end this, another soul sister of mine will be celebrating her birthday tomorrow I suppose.

Kristen Stewart, on the April 9th.
That explains the similar characteristics of an Aries.
HAHA. Imma freak -.-

2009-04-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

Syasya told me this online..

If i am a paparazzi i will be like " oh my, taylor's wife is sick. is taylor taking good care of her" hahaha sorry i'm bored. oh do take care of yourselve aight

Hahaha, so sweet of her loh.
Thanks babe! I like the "taylor's wife" part though. Huahua.
See ya soon alright.

Alright, sidetracking..
I'm so random today.
Maybe the frequent headaches and the feeling of dehydration are the reasons why.
Yeah, was having the flu and fever last night. Thank goodness I'm feeling a lil' bit better now.

It's raining here.
Forks! Forks! Erk. So random.